Sometimes I really feel lonely. Even if I talk to people all day long. I feel lonely right now. I guess that also means I am feeling alienated from myself too. I am too tired right now to be me.
And I am whiney for little reasons. None of the meals I have cooked lately have turned out quite right. Everythings edible, but not great.
Mark is in the basement partying with his buddies and I just got the two boys to bed. Jack will wake in 3 hours to begin his nightly nurse-a-thon. I am whiney because I want a girls weekend. Just once. Or someone to plan, shop, prepare and clean up a meal for me and my girlfriends. Just once.
Ok, I could go on. Actually I did but just deleted it all.
I just need sleep, its affecting me.
1 comment:
Do you have to stay awake during his nursing? I usually passed our right with them in our bed. I admit it is that sort of half sleep where if they were to cough or roll over you hear them, but still, it was something. :-)
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