Its 12:51 and I'm trying to decide it its even worth going to bed. Jack will wake... but when? 1 am? or 2 am? Its PAINFUL to fall asleep for 20 minutes and then wake to him wanting to nurse. Yes. That is right. Nightweaning was a fleeting dream. He got sick, then Daddy left for California, then yada, yada, yada....

So... guess I'll crawl in bed for a bit.

But which one? Will peed in the bed so one side is wet. Daddy is in the twin (next to the king) so he doesn't have to sleep in the wet spot. He put Jack to bed tonight.... for some reason in the other bedroom on the totally uncomfortable bed. Crap.

Somebody slap me because this is seriously the biggest issue in my life right now.