Time.

Every so often I get that panicky feeling in my stomach when I realize that my babies are growing up and that this time right now - with the chaos, the exhaustion, the cuddles, nursies, laughter, stories, bed jumping, messes; the time when I am so incredibly lucky to be the center of my children's world... is nearing its end. In the scheme of life it doesn't last very long but at the same time... in the scheme of life, it IS LIFE. To its fullest. I on occasion need to wake up and remember this. I have so much love for my family my heart aches.